Sunday, July 11, 2010

I feel sick....

I ate horribly today. Now my stomach is killing me. I went over on my calories for the simple fact that my kitchen was a mess and I didn't feel like cleaning it up enough to make myself a proper meal. How lazy is that?!? I chose to do laundry all day and play with my sewing machine.

I get this mind set that since I haven't been working out ~ and I know that I'm going to work out tomorrow ~ that I "may as well have xxxx" tonight. It's not like I've done anything this week to work it off. I get so angry at myself when I let life get so hectic that I can't properly take care of myself and nourish my body. Seriously? It would have taken me all of 15 minutes to clean up the kitchen. I let myself get too hungry and by that time I just had to grab something. Lesson learned.

I really really really don't want to step on that scale tomorrow......


  1. Hi Jessica,
    I found your blog through a comment on another weight-loss blog that I follow. I have also been on a journey and have lost 44.2 lbs to date. I am now just about where you are weight wise - but I'm only looking to get down to about 140 or so - frankly I'll be doing the happy dance when I'm under 200!
    I just wanted to let you know that I totally know how you are feeling when I read this post. You can do this!
    You need to make you a priority, and remember that you are worth it. Let's do it together!

  2. I'm guilty of eating like crap because I don't want to clean up the kitchen. I'm sick of cleaning the kitchen. I don't buy boxed anything so that means that I cook a lot and clean a lot. Some days I just say screw it and let the kitchen sit dirty. Never works out, I still have to clean it at some point.